Tuesday, September 15, 2009
havent posted in eons..wad can i say. i post whenever i have sum si. n today is ===> fellowship! umm i think it improved already la..but still with some ppl. its like. umm...i just feel left out la. like i was close 2 overcoming the "dislike" but then when they left me out..being all secretive n not telling me stuff..im just like, i dun wanna say anything anyore..n yeah. i mean...feels like they're being insensitive to me..i dunnnoooo...
it just shows that im a failure kinda..cant be "close" frens with them but then again, u just cant be "close" frens with ANYBODY right? they might not accept u even tho u've finally accepted them..
ok gtg class...in summary- who knows wad will happen. i guess dont let these lil things get in the way of serving n fellowshipping? focus : the fellowship is God's n FOR God. so...FOCUS effie
it just shows that im a failure kinda..cant be "close" frens with them but then again, u just cant be "close" frens with ANYBODY right? they might not accept u even tho u've finally accepted them..
ok gtg class...in summary- who knows wad will happen. i guess dont let these lil things get in the way of serving n fellowshipping? focus : the fellowship is God's n FOR God. so...FOCUS effie
