Wednesday, October 29, 2008
ever seen a stranger over n over again then just randomly decide that u dont like her/him? haha. its quite terrible but that happens. for some reason. maybe cuz u just observe these few stuff n those u gather then assume these ____ facts which just add up to-> i dont like her/him. haha sigh. but anyways. so yes. i get jealous. n yes, i dislike facebook. haha im glad i stop using it unless its to wish ppl happi birthday or talk to my long away friends. sigh. so anyways, im just upset (kinda) cuz yea. dont realli wanna admit it. but wadever. its just to put it in words so as not compare/name anyone else but myself. i feel like a failure. yea. i find having friends a very tiring thing to do. becuz i want to be able to make real friends. so its like, if I wont be able to treat u well, make time for u etc. i wouldnt try to spend too much time to get to know u. its like. if u get along well, but i nv have time for u or be ABLE to spend the time that i actually WANT to spend with u. then why? i mean, i've had enough bad experience to have a "yum ying" on the whole friendship issue. relationships. i dont wanna build surface ones. i guess its a stupid way of thinking. but i guess that's just me. that's my environment n that's my way of life. I hope i wont regret this.
for now, i just wanna keep those that I treasure. n not lose anione :(
for now, i just wanna keep those that I treasure. n not lose anione :(
Sunday, October 12, 2008
besides that rampage. i can say how stressed life is again. thats right. 3rd yr uni full of stress as per usual n yeah. it was a good birthday.
Everione has the right to decide wad they believe in. how they interpret the truth. so yes. i will not be bothered and waste time trying to make others understand why I believe in that but just know its right before God n I know its fine. its ok that its hard to persuade such grey issues. i mean everione can decide for themselves. just remember not to judge them or to say theyre wrong. becua we all have our views. so lets just respect each others views in a positive manner n not make a big deal out of it. right effie?
Right. I believe in myself.
Right. I believe in myself.
