Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Happy birthday to that who has past away
. sometimes, u give too much credit to him. haha..u think u're being considerate but the truth is - ure just making someone up. he nv "actually" do something in particular with a real meaning. he nv actully had a proper reason or excuse. he honestly just forgotten completely. haha n why are u even thinking of excuses for him? weirdo..
haha..i like how i "think" for other ppl. i like how i deceive myself sometimes. its quite the drama
. sometimes, u give too much credit to him. haha..u think u're being considerate but the truth is - ure just making someone up. he nv "actually" do something in particular with a real meaning. he nv actully had a proper reason or excuse. he honestly just forgotten completely. haha n why are u even thinking of excuses for him? weirdo..
haha..i like how i "think" for other ppl. i like how i deceive myself sometimes. its quite the drama
Monday, July 23, 2007
眼淚成詩 - 孫燕姿
我已經 已經把我傷口化作玫瑰
我的淚水 已經變成雨水早已輪迴
我已經 已經把對白流成了永遠
忘了天色 究竟是黑是灰
*分手傷了誰 誰把它變美
我的眼淚寫成了詩已無所謂
讓你再回味 字不醉人人自醉
因為回憶 總是美
我已經 已經把絕情變成了恭維
因為不配 你就忽然自卑說聲失陪
我已經 已經把沉默變成了懺悔
無路可退 只能無言以對
我已經 已經把我傷口化作玫瑰
我的淚水 已經變成雨水早已輪迴
我已經 已經把對白流成了永遠
忘了天色 究竟是黑是灰
*分手傷了誰 誰把它變美
我的眼淚寫成了詩已無所謂
讓你再回味 字不醉人人自醉
因為回憶 總是美
我已經 已經把絕情變成了恭維
因為不配 你就忽然自卑說聲失陪
我已經 已經把沉默變成了懺悔
無路可退 只能無言以對
Thursday, July 12, 2007
:) i took a nap. n i never take naps. haha..but i took it cuz i was ill...i feel a little better..hopefulli i will be completeli 100% ok by tomoro..we're heading to Calgary aka cowtown tomoro for 3 days! realli excited...haha feels like i've been on sooo mani trips this summer..but its realli fun..i like trips! hk/spore trip of course, was the best..sigh cant believe it alreadi ended!! it was soo much fun..honestly, it seemed like a dream. a dream that lasted for a month..not onli shopping almost everi other day. but hanging out with frens n everithing..wow...SO grateful to God for the opportunity..i cant believe almost 3/4 of our summer hoildays are almost over!!! but it does feel like a long time since i've attended school and studied..haha which is good :) haha..wow..lets see how much i can recall since...end of april..
1. May : packing..then hk + spore trip!
2. June-ish : back from trip..MASSIVE packing. some working..move down to cowtown
3. July: Sylvian Lake Trip..moving to our new place in like 2 days..more working...n VBS!
so basicalli..one trip per month..haha.nice. n we're heading for another road trip tomro! woohoo! i think its the road trips that keeps us going. but yeah..it has been a blast after a blast..praise God! so yes...it is THE MONTH. pretti intense for mi...dunno..symptoms are happening..sigh n i feel like the 24th will be a veri emotional day for me..haha..ppl who dunno me well wld prolli roll their eyes or think "wad....she's STILL like that?!" haha oh well..that's me. n i say that to myself too.." wad the heck is wrong with u..its been wad: 7 months?! n ur still sad over some dude...gosh. so hopeless.." haha but wad to do. Effie is just...being herself i guess..but honestly. im trying...to keep it low! haha...@ least im living my life per normal now ! :D so that's something to be happi abt..i guess its just this month la...everiday. EVERIDAY. the same question runs in my head...
"Last yr today...wad was happening? haha i must have been so happi.."
then i just smile...n its back to reality. haha lovely. OH WELL. 24th marks the end? i think its either the 24th July or 22nd Dec. sigh. wad a life. but yeah! wad to do? its the month! yipeee!!! cant wait to capital Ex =) pray for strength...and power to overcome..i guess - myself. maybe thats why i tend to like to put myself in difficult situations...to test myself..or maybe. its just cuz i'd like him back in my life for a little.. haha..
"THE GREATEST ENEMY IS URSELF!"
lol...sounds familiar? neways. im done ranting abt this nonsense. i'll save my emoness for the 24 th :) sorri for those mighty and brave frens who are willing to spend that day with me and go thru EFfie's crazy emotion day :) thanks loads!so yeah! stampede soon! cant wait!!!! just pray for my health la...esp when eden leaves too...cant rely on her instant driving me home animore...so i decided i shd start eating HEALTHY..n cook..for my own sake n my parents worriedness! haha ok la...VBS has its last day tomoro...cant believe it..this yr's VBS passed by SOOO fast!!! cant believe it!! hehe it has been a fun VBS..i think everione did an awesome job! esp since they were all 'first-timers'! so good job all!!! i enjoyed it! n i hope my kids did tooooo...altho i CLD have been a better crewleader o_o hehe next yr next yr! alrighty...i shall take my leave for now..till then!
1. May : packing..then hk + spore trip!
2. June-ish : back from trip..MASSIVE packing. some working..move down to cowtown
3. July: Sylvian Lake Trip..moving to our new place in like 2 days..more working...n VBS!
so basicalli..one trip per month..haha.nice. n we're heading for another road trip tomro! woohoo! i think its the road trips that keeps us going. but yeah..it has been a blast after a blast..praise God! so yes...it is THE MONTH. pretti intense for mi...dunno..symptoms are happening..sigh n i feel like the 24th will be a veri emotional day for me..haha..ppl who dunno me well wld prolli roll their eyes or think "wad....she's STILL like that?!" haha oh well..that's me. n i say that to myself too.." wad the heck is wrong with u..its been wad: 7 months?! n ur still sad over some dude...gosh. so hopeless.." haha but wad to do. Effie is just...being herself i guess..but honestly. im trying...to keep it low! haha...@ least im living my life per normal now ! :D so that's something to be happi abt..i guess its just this month la...everiday. EVERIDAY. the same question runs in my head...
"Last yr today...wad was happening? haha i must have been so happi.."
then i just smile...n its back to reality. haha lovely. OH WELL. 24th marks the end? i think its either the 24th July or 22nd Dec. sigh. wad a life. but yeah! wad to do? its the month! yipeee!!! cant wait to capital Ex =) pray for strength...and power to overcome..i guess - myself. maybe thats why i tend to like to put myself in difficult situations...to test myself..or maybe. its just cuz i'd like him back in my life for a little.. haha..
"THE GREATEST ENEMY IS URSELF!"
lol...sounds familiar? neways. im done ranting abt this nonsense. i'll save my emoness for the 24 th :) sorri for those mighty and brave frens who are willing to spend that day with me and go thru EFfie's crazy emotion day :) thanks loads!so yeah! stampede soon! cant wait!!!! just pray for my health la...esp when eden leaves too...cant rely on her instant driving me home animore...so i decided i shd start eating HEALTHY..n cook..for my own sake n my parents worriedness! haha ok la...VBS has its last day tomoro...cant believe it..this yr's VBS passed by SOOO fast!!! cant believe it!! hehe it has been a fun VBS..i think everione did an awesome job! esp since they were all 'first-timers'! so good job all!!! i enjoyed it! n i hope my kids did tooooo...altho i CLD have been a better crewleader o_o hehe next yr next yr! alrighty...i shall take my leave for now..till then!
