Saturday, May 12, 2007
wow...im leaving soon :) this is crazy but realli realli exciting..
1) i cant wait to leave this place
- haha..i just wanan leave n forget..n hopefulli when i return..i'll be able to take in all the 'shock' [which isnt that shocking animore..pretti much numb to it] haha..u know how trips usualli help ppl to "san sum". well, i hope it'll work for moi..then when i come back - i'll realli know wad is impt! hehe its not as bad animore. but it can be better. n i pray that i will be fully recovered when i come back. obviousli im gotta prepare myself for all sorts of 'news' or exciting 'findings'. but it doesnt matter animore...none of it matters animore. i just want it out of my life, i dun want it ever to be bothering me animore. its none of my business animore n yeah! just over the hurdle, take my time offf. n poof! life starts anew :) w/o unwanted hinderings
2) HK
- so going back to HK this time is basicalli more of visitng n shopping...i expect to be buying alot n yeah..meeting some ppl whom i havent met for quite some time :) also meeting up with some Canadian ppl..so it'l be interesting! shopping is a main point..i guess there's SOME feelings attached to HK as well..like in Evergreen Mansion..the memories of being there everiyr when i was lil will prolli come back..n the feeling of being there..its a good feeling :) but w/o momi n dadi, it might be a lil different this time. but nonetherless, it also has a 'returning' home feeling.
- mainli vacation feel too..cuz i duno my way around n it might be kinda scary. so hopefull it wun be that bad! hehe..the adventure feeling is pretti good..but riski n scary of course! but thank God i have some relatives there
3) SPORE
- DEFINETLY, a returning home feeling..shopping i dun realli care here..its more of , visiting back the old places, the areas where i go to everiday 5 yrs ago..the shuttlebus that i took everiday..the food i ate..the places i hang out at..the ppl i spent time with...all the feelings of 'returning' to the past. wow..its quite exciting realli...how i've been there 10 yrs n now, going back to visit..maybe a sense of "warmth" n "belonging"..like nothing seemed to have changed. altho i did leave to another country, this country was here all along still..n tho i went thru so much, the memories of my childhood still is from this country. cant believe im actuali going back. i think it will let mi reflect..reflect on how i WAS b4, how life has changed mi n how i am NOW. it'll be good - cuz now is the time for me 2 figure out wad is realli impt.
this will definetly be a realli meaningful trip. besides all the crazi shopping or eating or playing, going back to my past n remembering those memories is something im realli looking forward too :) meeting those ppl that have shaped my childhood n preteen life. wow. im realli excited to see wad God has prepared for mi during this trip :)
1) i cant wait to leave this place
- haha..i just wanan leave n forget..n hopefulli when i return..i'll be able to take in all the 'shock' [which isnt that shocking animore..pretti much numb to it] haha..u know how trips usualli help ppl to "san sum". well, i hope it'll work for moi..then when i come back - i'll realli know wad is impt! hehe its not as bad animore. but it can be better. n i pray that i will be fully recovered when i come back. obviousli im gotta prepare myself for all sorts of 'news' or exciting 'findings'. but it doesnt matter animore...none of it matters animore. i just want it out of my life, i dun want it ever to be bothering me animore. its none of my business animore n yeah! just over the hurdle, take my time offf. n poof! life starts anew :) w/o unwanted hinderings
2) HK
- so going back to HK this time is basicalli more of visitng n shopping...i expect to be buying alot n yeah..meeting some ppl whom i havent met for quite some time :) also meeting up with some Canadian ppl..so it'l be interesting! shopping is a main point..i guess there's SOME feelings attached to HK as well..like in Evergreen Mansion..the memories of being there everiyr when i was lil will prolli come back..n the feeling of being there..its a good feeling :) but w/o momi n dadi, it might be a lil different this time. but nonetherless, it also has a 'returning' home feeling.
- mainli vacation feel too..cuz i duno my way around n it might be kinda scary. so hopefull it wun be that bad! hehe..the adventure feeling is pretti good..but riski n scary of course! but thank God i have some relatives there
3) SPORE
- DEFINETLY, a returning home feeling..shopping i dun realli care here..its more of , visiting back the old places, the areas where i go to everiday 5 yrs ago..the shuttlebus that i took everiday..the food i ate..the places i hang out at..the ppl i spent time with...all the feelings of 'returning' to the past. wow..its quite exciting realli...how i've been there 10 yrs n now, going back to visit..maybe a sense of "warmth" n "belonging"..like nothing seemed to have changed. altho i did leave to another country, this country was here all along still..n tho i went thru so much, the memories of my childhood still is from this country. cant believe im actuali going back. i think it will let mi reflect..reflect on how i WAS b4, how life has changed mi n how i am NOW. it'll be good - cuz now is the time for me 2 figure out wad is realli impt.
this will definetly be a realli meaningful trip. besides all the crazi shopping or eating or playing, going back to my past n remembering those memories is something im realli looking forward too :) meeting those ppl that have shaped my childhood n preteen life. wow. im realli excited to see wad God has prepared for mi during this trip :)
Sunday, May 06, 2007
:)
dun we all just love life n the wonderful surprises that it brings to us?
oh the joy
dun we all just love life n the wonderful surprises that it brings to us?
oh the joy
Saturday, May 05, 2007
well, SCREW U
i dun give a shit abt u animore n im glad u nv gave a shit abt mi. go on with ur happi life :) this is going to end n good luck. i will try my best 2 keep a friendly image just so u can lead ur shitty life happily n yeah.
GOODBYE :) i guess this is how its gonna end. i've tried all i can so. its time to give it ALL up n forget that we've even met. maybe one day, i might regain this painful memory...
i dun give a shit abt u animore n im glad u nv gave a shit abt mi. go on with ur happi life :) this is going to end n good luck. i will try my best 2 keep a friendly image just so u can lead ur shitty life happily n yeah.
GOODBYE :) i guess this is how its gonna end. i've tried all i can so. its time to give it ALL up n forget that we've even met. maybe one day, i might regain this painful memory...
