Tuesday, October 17, 2006
sigh...let's hope she wun ditch mi. but i guess if she does. let's hope i wun get too upset. n that i will be able to take it. n that i will be able to find other frens. n that i will be able to survive Uni like that. sigh. why do i think so far sometimes...weirdo. i need more energy man..i needa be nicer to people. sigh. i feel so hopeless sometimes..God, pls change mi...@ least gimmi more confidence in myself C_C;
Monday, October 09, 2006
oh man..im had the craziest week ever..CRAZI i tell u- CRAZI. it started off stressful/tearful..ended off peaceful [thank God] yes...here's a [incomplete but full] summary of the week:
Monday- Thursday: Went 2 school n came home everiday - devastated n overwhelmed n stressed. basicalli i just wanted someone to strangle mi..it was horrible.
Friday: in the morning i wasnt feeling too great becoz of crazi math assignment which i DIDNT manage to finsih on thursday - it SUCKED like hell...so it was crazi stress-filled morning. evening came..thanksgiving dinner went not too bad! we tried our best - no huge errors..lotza room for improvement but i think we all tried our VERI best alreadi =) so praise God for that!
Sat: kinda "slept in" till 10.30..then was in a crappi mood. missed my bus n yelled @ ppl who i shdnt have. -sigh- big mistake. that's when i reminded myself that " i gotta learn to control my temper n mood - dun let it control mi" YEA...im dying frm stress alrreadi n PMS period decided to pay mi a visit. woohoo! more hormones! that's wad i need right now yea v_v; neawys~ then i went out with karen till 5pm..we went 2 ichiban for supper, a movie ( Monster's house) @ wem n took some pictures! she drove mi around today - n payed for ALL my expenses! she's so kind..ohhh kind spirit..haha neways after..i met up with sonomi-chan! wheee!! havent spoken to her for humpty dumpty yrs! it was realli fun catching up with her n life...all my craziness..how im getting a LITTLE outta hand now n stuff...we had a good time =) then after @ arnd 7.30 we met up with eden+kobe+brian @ ZEN. too bad no 'all u can eat'..sorri man..the guys were realli disappointed...sigh. but wad to do. stopid restaurant onli has it on sunday/tues nights! retards. v_v; but yea..had Shabu Shabu instead! it was not bad!!! hotpot hotpot!!! yeeehaww! i was full but i dun think the guys were...well too bad..suck it up! yeah..we were done eating @ arnd/..10+ so then we met up with cece+jon+wellson @ their apartment. n yeah..played some games. it was eve of birthday but retarded birthday gurl decided to be idiotic n be in a crappi mood..she was. realli sad. for "x" reason. yes..she killed her own moment. too bad loser. haha then yea. cece's house i went...yummi "lor mai qi"!! YUM! i guess its a tradition now! YEAH! i like i like!!! =D then yeah..watch "mei liu cooking!" n talked n stuff. slept @ 4am. 0_0
Sun: YEAH!! im officialli 18! im LEGEL! woohooooo!!! kinda happi but more troubled than anithing. yeah..birthday gurl is troubled. birthday gurl is sad. birthday gurl's bf didnt come to church on her bday..birthday gurl is scared. birthday girl is stressed. n birthday gurl is. not feeling birthday-ish at all. she killed it ONCE MORE. so smart but. emotions. are VERI difficult to control. sigh. then neways. she managed to tame her emotions a little better today tho. didnt spaz or be super slient mode. so after service we [cece, karen, amanda, joel, james] went 2 Tropica for lunchi! yummmm..had lasksa! hahahaha its far frm sinagpore yummi laska but its still not bad! hehe! i had my 1st personalli ordered alcohol! YEA! go mi! woohoooo!!! hehe i still needed ppl to get my sake yesterday o.O yeah. haha but yeah~ after food we went 2 wem! shopped some. managed to exchanged my guess wallet! man! its sOO beautiful!!! hehehehe . fits mi well ;) so awesome! but yeah. i like it loads..then yea..stopid aldo didnt have my shoo size. sigh. so mah fan..i have one month to get those shooz. awesome heels man. love it!!! then..went 2 hollister! YEAH! big sale!! managed to get a tank top for 5.25! yeah man. original price was 30.00! but yeah :) summer sale~ then after..brian came...so we left...for..
BBQ - in autumm..
hmmm...i was like "BBQ?!" haha..preti creative idea..pretti funi too. so yeah we went to the park-> that has a lake beside it! its so beautiful! yeah! n the sun was still up cuz it was like 4.45-ish...so we tried to start the fire n all..took us an hr..crazi o.O but it was fun! fanning...but i dun like smelling like smoke...man. so stinky!!! but yea..had food..wings were sooo good..xcept that they took soooo dang long to cook..well...patience i guess..*_* yeah then arnd 8pm..we left. it was so dark alreadi. n we were freezing SO B AD. soooo cold k..can die...so we went to second cup to defrost. oh man..that coffee was SO good. with caramel in it. OH MAN. it was sooooooo yummi..i can die drinking frm it..but yea. it was fun..came home @ 11 n yeah
it was a good birthday. so thankful for all that celebrated it with mi...;) REALI appreciated it..i had a blast n it was VERI memorable..i will forever cherish this weekend. how crazi it was n all i can blame is - myself. for being unable to control my mood/emotions. sorry for the moodiness..
yes. stress is good. but overstress. can destroy u..oh Lord. pls help mi survive Uni .
Monday- Thursday: Went 2 school n came home everiday - devastated n overwhelmed n stressed. basicalli i just wanted someone to strangle mi..it was horrible.
Friday: in the morning i wasnt feeling too great becoz of crazi math assignment which i DIDNT manage to finsih on thursday - it SUCKED like hell...so it was crazi stress-filled morning. evening came..thanksgiving dinner went not too bad! we tried our best - no huge errors..lotza room for improvement but i think we all tried our VERI best alreadi =) so praise God for that!
Sat: kinda "slept in" till 10.30..then was in a crappi mood. missed my bus n yelled @ ppl who i shdnt have. -sigh- big mistake. that's when i reminded myself that " i gotta learn to control my temper n mood - dun let it control mi" YEA...im dying frm stress alrreadi n PMS period decided to pay mi a visit. woohoo! more hormones! that's wad i need right now yea v_v; neawys~ then i went out with karen till 5pm..we went 2 ichiban for supper, a movie ( Monster's house) @ wem n took some pictures! she drove mi around today - n payed for ALL my expenses! she's so kind..ohhh kind spirit..haha neways after..i met up with sonomi-chan! wheee!! havent spoken to her for humpty dumpty yrs! it was realli fun catching up with her n life...all my craziness..how im getting a LITTLE outta hand now n stuff...we had a good time =) then after @ arnd 7.30 we met up with eden+kobe+brian @ ZEN. too bad no 'all u can eat'..sorri man..the guys were realli disappointed...sigh. but wad to do. stopid restaurant onli has it on sunday/tues nights! retards. v_v; but yea..had Shabu Shabu instead! it was not bad!!! hotpot hotpot!!! yeeehaww! i was full but i dun think the guys were...well too bad..suck it up! yeah..we were done eating @ arnd/..10+ so then we met up with cece+jon+wellson @ their apartment. n yeah..played some games. it was eve of birthday but retarded birthday gurl decided to be idiotic n be in a crappi mood..she was. realli sad. for "x" reason. yes..she killed her own moment. too bad loser. haha then yea. cece's house i went...yummi "lor mai qi"!! YUM! i guess its a tradition now! YEAH! i like i like!!! =D then yeah..watch "mei liu cooking!" n talked n stuff. slept @ 4am. 0_0
Sun: YEAH!! im officialli 18! im LEGEL! woohooooo!!! kinda happi but more troubled than anithing. yeah..birthday gurl is troubled. birthday gurl is sad. birthday gurl's bf didnt come to church on her bday..birthday gurl is scared. birthday girl is stressed. n birthday gurl is. not feeling birthday-ish at all. she killed it ONCE MORE. so smart but. emotions. are VERI difficult to control. sigh. then neways. she managed to tame her emotions a little better today tho. didnt spaz or be super slient mode. so after service we [cece, karen, amanda, joel, james] went 2 Tropica for lunchi! yummmm..had lasksa! hahahaha its far frm sinagpore yummi laska but its still not bad! hehe! i had my 1st personalli ordered alcohol! YEA! go mi! woohoooo!!! hehe i still needed ppl to get my sake yesterday o.O yeah. haha but yeah~ after food we went 2 wem! shopped some. managed to exchanged my guess wallet! man! its sOO beautiful!!! hehehehe . fits mi well ;) so awesome! but yeah. i like it loads..then yea..stopid aldo didnt have my shoo size. sigh. so mah fan..i have one month to get those shooz. awesome heels man. love it!!! then..went 2 hollister! YEAH! big sale!! managed to get a tank top for 5.25! yeah man. original price was 30.00! but yeah :) summer sale~ then after..brian came...so we left...for..
BBQ - in autumm..
hmmm...i was like "BBQ?!" haha..preti creative idea..pretti funi too. so yeah we went to the park-> that has a lake beside it! its so beautiful! yeah! n the sun was still up cuz it was like 4.45-ish...so we tried to start the fire n all..took us an hr..crazi o.O but it was fun! fanning...but i dun like smelling like smoke...man. so stinky!!! but yea..had food..wings were sooo good..xcept that they took soooo dang long to cook..well...patience i guess..*_* yeah then arnd 8pm..we left. it was so dark alreadi. n we were freezing SO B AD. soooo cold k..can die...so we went to second cup to defrost. oh man..that coffee was SO good. with caramel in it. OH MAN. it was sooooooo yummi..i can die drinking frm it..but yea. it was fun..came home @ 11 n yeah
it was a good birthday. so thankful for all that celebrated it with mi...;) REALI appreciated it..i had a blast n it was VERI memorable..i will forever cherish this weekend. how crazi it was n all i can blame is - myself. for being unable to control my mood/emotions. sorry for the moodiness..
yes. stress is good. but overstress. can destroy u..oh Lord. pls help mi survive Uni .
Monday, October 02, 2006
i miss the calls
i miss the worry-free days
i miss working 24/7
i miss the summer
i miss him.
even when i see him everiday
i miss those times...
i miss the worry-free days
i miss working 24/7
i miss the summer
i miss him.
even when i see him everiday
i miss those times...
