Thursday, November 24, 2005
i guess some things. u gotta learn not to put TOO much substance X into it. sometimes, too much..is a bad thing. Take cooking for example. when you cook, u need salt/soya sauce to add favour (for those chinese ppl O.O) too much. is no good. it is good, when u add LITTLE 1st..then u can test it: if its not enuff, add some more. if not, its prefect :) same with mani other things...u start by experimenting..not adding too much substance X. add some. cuz its neccessary but a little at a time. so basicalli : be on the safe side. but this isnt abt taking risks or not. depending on wad's the situation. wad's at stake. wad's in the bet. substance X. it may eventualli harm u if too much is added. too much soya sauce juz makes the dish disgusting n inedible. a wasted dish. a wasted time. i think i rather it be blend...i dun think im making ani sense O.O it juz does to mi..
k. this is a whole new "entry" now. today was pretti awesome :) i love erin. she's SUCH a great teacher. altho i had it all figured it out. wad dancing realli means to me n all, she's juz such an understanding teacher. one of my favs ever. EVER. we didnt dance much ( almost not at all!) ..usualli teachers get mad at our attitude(for not wanting to dance) but she looked at the situation frm our prespective. yup, we ended up having a discussion. everione said something that they felt needed to be let out. wad ppl said kinda made mi think. esp erin of course. bascialli EVERIONE balled their eyes out in the last 10 mins of class.
im glad she shared her story with us it was INDEED inspiring. altho u may not be a prime dancer or aniting BIG. it is SO impt. SOO V E RI impt to ENJOY dance. n that's wad we've all lost: the enjoyment. after coming to this skool, everione is slowly losing the most impt part of dance. not the technique mind u. but the heart. how impt that is. n as mckenzie shared, THAT was wad kept her going for 16 yrs. that heart of hers. that passion to keep dancing despite she "unideal" body type, her bad technique etc. in the end, she still suceeded. n to suceed DOES NOT mean being #1. prime dancer. or #1 being in a top company. or (not in the dance world) being a doctor, or lawyer or anithing "big". To Suceed, is continuing to work hard in wad u LOVE, wad u feel passionate for, n NOT to let ANIONE -ani one- take THAT heart away from u. that is wad i think it means. so today it did change mi. i need to seek for that in mi once more. we have been SO involved with technique n being #1. we forgot - our heart. we left it behind. so now we feel empty n failing. n why we ask. why are we losing this? it is bcuz we forgot the most essential part of us n now, its time to take it WITH us. n this time, stand firm in our dreams. have FAITH in ourselves n do wad we TRUELY came for. enjoyment not duty
to dance our heart out. not for our teachers, examiners, parents. but for ourselves
-we gotta figure it out someday-
k. this is a whole new "entry" now. today was pretti awesome :) i love erin. she's SUCH a great teacher. altho i had it all figured it out. wad dancing realli means to me n all, she's juz such an understanding teacher. one of my favs ever. EVER. we didnt dance much ( almost not at all!) ..usualli teachers get mad at our attitude(for not wanting to dance) but she looked at the situation frm our prespective. yup, we ended up having a discussion. everione said something that they felt needed to be let out. wad ppl said kinda made mi think. esp erin of course. bascialli EVERIONE balled their eyes out in the last 10 mins of class.
im glad she shared her story with us it was INDEED inspiring. altho u may not be a prime dancer or aniting BIG. it is SO impt. SOO V E RI impt to ENJOY dance. n that's wad we've all lost: the enjoyment. after coming to this skool, everione is slowly losing the most impt part of dance. not the technique mind u. but the heart. how impt that is. n as mckenzie shared, THAT was wad kept her going for 16 yrs. that heart of hers. that passion to keep dancing despite she "unideal" body type, her bad technique etc. in the end, she still suceeded. n to suceed DOES NOT mean being #1. prime dancer. or #1 being in a top company. or (not in the dance world) being a doctor, or lawyer or anithing "big". To Suceed, is continuing to work hard in wad u LOVE, wad u feel passionate for, n NOT to let ANIONE -ani one- take THAT heart away from u. that is wad i think it means. so today it did change mi. i need to seek for that in mi once more. we have been SO involved with technique n being #1. we forgot - our heart. we left it behind. so now we feel empty n failing. n why we ask. why are we losing this? it is bcuz we forgot the most essential part of us n now, its time to take it WITH us. n this time, stand firm in our dreams. have FAITH in ourselves n do wad we TRUELY came for. enjoyment not duty
to dance our heart out. not for our teachers, examiners, parents. but for ourselves
-we gotta figure it out someday-
Sunday, November 13, 2005
fcuk. sorri guys. i dun usualli swear. esp that word. but someone got mi REALLI REALLI ticked off i cant stand her lyk seriousli ITS FREAKING DUMB n childish. if u want someone to tell u stuff n gain their fricking trust so they'll fricking tell u. aND HA-HA-HA its seriouslli NOT funni all ur dumb talks abt "hahhaa stop being so serious, im onli joking" n then turn arnd n be all sensitive n stopid. u're a fricking person. i dun hate u yet. disappointed n pissed is the right word..i used to stand up for u when others thought u were dumb but now, dude. U ARE DUMB. sorri i am fricking mean but i cant help it. for once, i REALLI mean wad i say - GROW UP U CHILDISH _____ i cant take it animore
SERIOUSLI. PPL its NOT FUNNI to play with other ppl's feelings. IT FCUKING HURTS K. juz cuz YOU think its funni, dun think everione enjoys it. u're juz person eating away others feelings n HURTING URSELF.
G AW D
SERIOUSLI. PPL its NOT FUNNI to play with other ppl's feelings. IT FCUKING HURTS K. juz cuz YOU think its funni, dun think everione enjoys it. u're juz person eating away others feelings n HURTING URSELF.
G AW D
