Friday, October 29, 2004
rahhhhhhhhhh hhh ahhhhhhh
im so mad msn's not working. pisses mi off argh wadever. im soooooooooo damm freaking tired rite now. was cooking brownies last hr so tiring. the smell is making mi sick o.o weird. yeah..its the weekend!! woohoo!!! im so happi! hopefulli. it'll be fun :) tomoro worship practice again coz we're playing on sunday! its courtney's bday tomoro!! sweet*16!! :) so excitiing for her. wrote her a card :) hehe hope she likes it! today had ballet n pointe exam hope i did well..*cross fingers* halloween's coming!! im so excited!! hehe! so fun dressing up!! i was a 'fairy' for dance. haha tho i dun need ani costumes coz i am one naturalli~ haha! but yeah. did i tell u i got a job?!!!
XD i got a job! so happi. i needa one sooooo bad coz i need money sooo bad coz i wanna go on my trip soo bad! thank you God :) im starting my training next thrusday! gonna be so exciting!! haha kinda tiring but im sure it'll be fun. hopefulli the ppl will be nice to mi n like mi :) let's pray hard! starts at 6.75/hr. not bad huh? better than Lulu...n Ichiban..but Ichiban had tips hehe oh wells. my tips wasnt a lot. but yeah! im excited! the boss seems kinda nice n not too strict. the interview so darn bad. i think it was. but she still hired mi :) thank God!!! haha she asked someone who has like no self-esteem "why would i hire you instead of someone else?" haha i thought for like the longest time o.o erm..coz.." im the onli one who applied? u need help badly now? there's noone else?" hahaha. nah i so didnt say that. i was suppose to say my strengths n promote myself..haha someting im so bad at. esp now. but its over. n she hired mi :) so its good. i'll learn frm it so next time interview. i can say better stuff =p ok. im getting REALLlllll tired. need sleepppppp!!! till then~ tata *muacks*
im so mad msn's not working. pisses mi off argh wadever. im soooooooooo damm freaking tired rite now. was cooking brownies last hr so tiring. the smell is making mi sick o.o weird. yeah..its the weekend!! woohoo!!! im so happi! hopefulli. it'll be fun :) tomoro worship practice again coz we're playing on sunday! its courtney's bday tomoro!! sweet*16!! :) so excitiing for her. wrote her a card :) hehe hope she likes it! today had ballet n pointe exam hope i did well..*cross fingers* halloween's coming!! im so excited!! hehe! so fun dressing up!! i was a 'fairy' for dance. haha tho i dun need ani costumes coz i am one naturalli~ haha! but yeah. did i tell u i got a job?!!!
XD i got a job! so happi. i needa one sooooo bad coz i need money sooo bad coz i wanna go on my trip soo bad! thank you God :) im starting my training next thrusday! gonna be so exciting!! haha kinda tiring but im sure it'll be fun. hopefulli the ppl will be nice to mi n like mi :) let's pray hard! starts at 6.75/hr. not bad huh? better than Lulu...n Ichiban..but Ichiban had tips hehe oh wells. my tips wasnt a lot. but yeah! im excited! the boss seems kinda nice n not too strict. the interview so darn bad. i think it was. but she still hired mi :) thank God!!! haha she asked someone who has like no self-esteem "why would i hire you instead of someone else?" haha i thought for like the longest time o.o erm..coz.." im the onli one who applied? u need help badly now? there's noone else?" hahaha. nah i so didnt say that. i was suppose to say my strengths n promote myself..haha someting im so bad at. esp now. but its over. n she hired mi :) so its good. i'll learn frm it so next time interview. i can say better stuff =p ok. im getting REALLlllll tired. need sleepppppp!!! till then~ tata *muacks*
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
hi :) its wed nite! :)
actualli, i have been thinking alot these few days abt THAT. hope i'll stop thinking abt it. waste my time n nrg. but yea. quite sad :( but thank God its WEd nite. tomoro's the dress-up for halloween! gonna be so cool but too bad im not gonna dress up. haha i have nothing no costume to wear o.0 but yea. gonna bring ma camera n take lotza pictures of ppl ;) i'll try to wear something special*
guess wad? the store called mi! im so happi :) gonna go for an interview tomoro. hopefulli, they'll hire mi. tho i dun particully like that store. i need money. i dunno how's the pay n stufff. but it'll be fun n yes. i need money. wah suddenliso mani ppl come online. o.o oh wells.
im kinda sad. kinda down. kinda discouraged. kinda uncertain. kinda mad at myself. kinda sad.
s a d . but i'll be fine rite?
*why r de things u want to forget de ones that keep cumin back*
actualli, i have been thinking alot these few days abt THAT. hope i'll stop thinking abt it. waste my time n nrg. but yea. quite sad :( but thank God its WEd nite. tomoro's the dress-up for halloween! gonna be so cool but too bad im not gonna dress up. haha i have nothing no costume to wear o.0 but yea. gonna bring ma camera n take lotza pictures of ppl ;) i'll try to wear something special*
guess wad? the store called mi! im so happi :) gonna go for an interview tomoro. hopefulli, they'll hire mi. tho i dun particully like that store. i need money. i dunno how's the pay n stufff. but it'll be fun n yes. i need money. wah suddenliso mani ppl come online. o.o oh wells.
im kinda sad. kinda down. kinda discouraged. kinda uncertain. kinda mad at myself. kinda sad.
s a d . but i'll be fine rite?
*why r de things u want to forget de ones that keep cumin back*
Sunday, October 24, 2004
GOOD MORNING!!!!
hehe im happy this morning. hehe coz last night was a blast n today's gonna be too!!! yeah! yestieday...went card shopping!! wheeeee! met with cc, n bought 3 funni bday cards for mandy, clara, gabriel! hehe it was short but fun :) i wanted to buy stuff for miself soooo bad :( there's some sales going on coz its change of season. so needa get rid of summer clothes!! woohoo!! love shopping!!!! then yeah, we went church for worship practice!! onli 3 of us. so it was pretti good :) get to sing/play one of ma fav.songs! i needa practice sooooo much!!!! ahhhhh! esp. Bm? B#? yeah! playing on halloween!! wheee! so exciting! then went Ichiban for supper :) yumm. thank God we cld get a ride frm mandy's mom! if not i'd be late o.0 fellowship...it was so WOW. im so happy i did it :) it was a nervous n scary thing to lead. but i did it :) n im happi i did. michelle said it was good n mani othes said the prep was good thankGod! i was sooo worried/nervous abt it but it all turned out pretti ok! *grin* one step at a time
TODAY~ HAPPI BURFDAY AMANDA & CLARA!!!!! actualli clara's bday not till tomoro! bUT OH WELL! i love u guys!! havin a parti for them today n its gonna be a blast. oh no. im talking like joel o.o well, its gonna be GREAT! hehe im so excited!!! going shopping again this afternoon for prezzies. these 2 gurls are like the hardest to get! ahhhh. so today! WE HAVE TO GET SOMETHING! :) i know wad to get amanda liao! clara...i still needa think o.o hehe. but yeah. SHOPPIING!! hehe. oki oki, i gtg tell ya abt how the whole day went tomoro! or tonite. but i doubt it :)
hehe im happy this morning. hehe coz last night was a blast n today's gonna be too!!! yeah! yestieday...went card shopping!! wheeeee! met with cc, n bought 3 funni bday cards for mandy, clara, gabriel! hehe it was short but fun :) i wanted to buy stuff for miself soooo bad :( there's some sales going on coz its change of season. so needa get rid of summer clothes!! woohoo!! love shopping!!!! then yeah, we went church for worship practice!! onli 3 of us. so it was pretti good :) get to sing/play one of ma fav.songs! i needa practice sooooo much!!!! ahhhhh! esp. Bm? B#? yeah! playing on halloween!! wheee! so exciting! then went Ichiban for supper :) yumm. thank God we cld get a ride frm mandy's mom! if not i'd be late o.0 fellowship...it was so WOW. im so happy i did it :) it was a nervous n scary thing to lead. but i did it :) n im happi i did. michelle said it was good n mani othes said the prep was good thankGod! i was sooo worried/nervous abt it but it all turned out pretti ok! *grin* one step at a time
TODAY~ HAPPI BURFDAY AMANDA & CLARA!!!!! actualli clara's bday not till tomoro! bUT OH WELL! i love u guys!! havin a parti for them today n its gonna be a blast. oh no. im talking like joel o.o well, its gonna be GREAT! hehe im so excited!!! going shopping again this afternoon for prezzies. these 2 gurls are like the hardest to get! ahhhh. so today! WE HAVE TO GET SOMETHING! :) i know wad to get amanda liao! clara...i still needa think o.o hehe. but yeah. SHOPPIING!! hehe. oki oki, i gtg tell ya abt how the whole day went tomoro! or tonite. but i doubt it :)
Thursday, October 21, 2004
heeeeeeeeheeeeee heeeeeeeeeeee. i hate it when i get mad at stopid stuff. hahaa im soooo stopid. sori! hehehehehehe. ANWS! i was giving out my resumes today. so mani places! haha they better hire mi. i need a job so bad. i need $$$ desperatly. *help* but yeah! party this sunday ! woohoo! jamming on sat!! woohoo! bible study on sat nite. BIG UH-OH o.0
go mi........................................
go mi........................................
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
did i say its snowing alreadi? :( i hate winter. its pretti but looks is all it is. once u've EXPERIENCED it. u know its not that pretti after all. i hate walking in winter. the snow is lyk slush and ice is so scary. falling is NOT FUN. n it hurts. so i walk sooooo darn slow now n it makes mi soooo nervous juz walking. sigh too bad i cant do anthing abt it. desho?
i realiese. my self-esteen cookie is almost gone. n the person who bites the biggest amount is myself. its disappearing n i duuno how to make somemore
i realiese. my self-esteen cookie is almost gone. n the person who bites the biggest amount is myself. its disappearing n i duuno how to make somemore
Sunday, October 17, 2004
hey :) im blogging again!! sigh, my one entire wonderful nice relaxing week of skool hoildays is now left with today . yes, how sad :( but that's not onli the sad thing..haha i shall not say the other sad thing :(
yesterday had fellowship was realli fun. haha i shd think of another word other than..fun. but my vocab is limited -winkz- haha it can be 'my quote' liao :) but yeah. we had a lil cellgrp bonding moment for like 10 mins. but that seemed lyk f or e ver o_o felt soooooooo weird+bad. both our counsellors didnt come today so i was kinda suppose to lead..coz im the leader. but unfortunetly, they kinda didnt know that..prolli coz i didnt seem lyk i cld be one. *laughs* but yea..it went pretti ok...the guys were pretti nice but constantly looking at each other shrugging their shoulders...-.-; its ok i was a realli bad 'leader' SO ANIWAYS -----> we had worship then scavenger hunt! i partnered with amanda prolli coz cc wasnt here n all but yea. we grped with joyce n joycelyn n 2 other guys...*shit* dun rememeber their name o_o nvm..i'll try to remember next time haha the scavenger hunt was kinda hard..haha BUT we didnt come in last ^_^ we came in 2ND LAST! yea! some stuff were so hard to get..like perfume, $50 bill... oh wells. i nv win in these kinda games anws..haha~ so yeah my last day of freedom once more. better enjoy it.......... coz its gonna flllllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy past soo fast
yesterday had fellowship was realli fun. haha i shd think of another word other than..fun. but my vocab is limited -winkz- haha it can be 'my quote' liao :) but yeah. we had a lil cellgrp bonding moment for like 10 mins. but that seemed lyk f or e ver o_o felt soooooooo weird+bad. both our counsellors didnt come today so i was kinda suppose to lead..coz im the leader. but unfortunetly, they kinda didnt know that..prolli coz i didnt seem lyk i cld be one. *laughs* but yea..it went pretti ok...the guys were pretti nice but constantly looking at each other shrugging their shoulders...-.-; its ok i was a realli bad 'leader' SO ANIWAYS -----> we had worship then scavenger hunt! i partnered with amanda prolli coz cc wasnt here n all but yea. we grped with joyce n joycelyn n 2 other guys...*shit* dun rememeber their name o_o nvm..i'll try to remember next time haha the scavenger hunt was kinda hard..haha BUT we didnt come in last ^_^ we came in 2ND LAST! yea! some stuff were so hard to get..like perfume, $50 bill... oh wells. i nv win in these kinda games anws..haha~ so yeah my last day of freedom once more. better enjoy it.......... coz its gonna flllllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy past soo fast
Thursday, October 14, 2004
oh no. i think im getting sick =s
pls no. i dun wanna be sick!! choy choy!!! touch wooddddd!!! ok..i shall rest earlier today n hopefulli, i'll be ok tomoro ^-^; hopefulli .
today was reali fun. woke up at ...11.15 :p then watched Pretear. so nice! such a cool show. love it when she transforms man! i wanna transform tooooooo!!! :( haha MERGE. then yeah. ate sum food then go meet eden :) had a frapacino!! yuumm~ mocha frappacino!!!! ahhhhhhhh~
so anws, went ainlay to pick up her yearbook. wahh cow. her skool is so darn big n cool lor! sigh. but yeh. saw joel there. i guess it was kinda hard to sneak us into the volleyball game haha so we left. felt so bad thooooooooo.
then eden wanted to sing-k so i accompnaied her :) hehe was soooooooo fun! coz onli 2 of us..so sing alllllllll we want :p 2 ppl, 3 hrs of straight singing..maybe that's why ma throat hurts- haha* then yeah. dadi came pick us up. went home for pizza. yuummm~ then debated whether to go bak ainlay to watch match but in the end. didnt. guilty-nesssss. then yeah. finished da anime n read a book :) *good job effie*
then here i am..online once more
pls no. i dun wanna be sick!! choy choy!!! touch wooddddd!!! ok..i shall rest earlier today n hopefulli, i'll be ok tomoro ^-^; hopefulli .
today was reali fun. woke up at ...11.15 :p then watched Pretear. so nice! such a cool show. love it when she transforms man! i wanna transform tooooooo!!! :( haha MERGE. then yeah. ate sum food then go meet eden :) had a frapacino!! yuumm~ mocha frappacino!!!! ahhhhhhhh~
so anws, went ainlay to pick up her yearbook. wahh cow. her skool is so darn big n cool lor! sigh. but yeh. saw joel there. i guess it was kinda hard to sneak us into the volleyball game haha so we left. felt so bad thooooooooo.
then eden wanted to sing-k so i accompnaied her :) hehe was soooooooo fun! coz onli 2 of us..so sing alllllllll we want :p 2 ppl, 3 hrs of straight singing..maybe that's why ma throat hurts- haha* then yeah. dadi came pick us up. went home for pizza. yuummm~ then debated whether to go bak ainlay to watch match but in the end. didnt. guilty-nesssss. then yeah. finished da anime n read a book :) *good job effie*
then here i am..online once more
Saturday, October 09, 2004
hey :) im *sweet 16 *
had a 'party' last nite. its was great! was super super duper fun :) had the time of my life. haha. im not veri good with adjectives ^.^; had to wake up earli to clean the hse.haha. then went out to Ichiban for lunch with eriko n sonomi! hehe. yummi food! i think they enjoyed it too :) then we took the bus back to wested and i shopped for 5 mins b4 leaving xD met with cc, amanda, jennifer, brian, joel, david, rainbow, jonathan n eden at laser! went to sing karoke n it was realli great :) david, jonathan, rainbow, jennifer are all such great singers..hk ppl.haha . i wish i cld sing that great. -sighz- jonathan has a natural talent for singing man. oh wells. but yeah, sang for 3 n 1/2 hrs..totalled to $89. not too bad. $8.80 per person. so much fun. i sang a few but hehe kinda embarassing *blush* singing in front of ppl isnt exactly my fav thing. hehe. but i enjoyed hearing all the talented ppl sing their hearts out ^.^ hehe. then after brian n daddi drove everione to our place. small apartment. hehe but veri clean k! i even vacummed the place! :) arent u proud of moi? hehe then yeah, hanged arnd, played 'hon lo ke' and internet, tv, eat. was realli fun i think. socializing man. haha then made mi opened prezzies in front of everione. ahh so embarassing man. got realil realli realli cool n nice stuff! hehe so hapi. got chocolates, bracelets, necklaces, anime (!!), shirts, guitar strap.etc. love them all hehe. yupz, they left at 11.30 haha 1/2 hr b4 my birthday ended. then yea. it was fun :)
Thank you God for such amazing, wonderful, caring brothers n sisters (:
had a 'party' last nite. its was great! was super super duper fun :) had the time of my life. haha. im not veri good with adjectives ^.^; had to wake up earli to clean the hse.haha. then went out to Ichiban for lunch with eriko n sonomi! hehe. yummi food! i think they enjoyed it too :) then we took the bus back to wested and i shopped for 5 mins b4 leaving xD met with cc, amanda, jennifer, brian, joel, david, rainbow, jonathan n eden at laser! went to sing karoke n it was realli great :) david, jonathan, rainbow, jennifer are all such great singers..hk ppl.haha . i wish i cld sing that great. -sighz- jonathan has a natural talent for singing man. oh wells. but yeah, sang for 3 n 1/2 hrs..totalled to $89. not too bad. $8.80 per person. so much fun. i sang a few but hehe kinda embarassing *blush* singing in front of ppl isnt exactly my fav thing. hehe. but i enjoyed hearing all the talented ppl sing their hearts out ^.^ hehe. then after brian n daddi drove everione to our place. small apartment. hehe but veri clean k! i even vacummed the place! :) arent u proud of moi? hehe then yeah, hanged arnd, played 'hon lo ke' and internet, tv, eat. was realli fun i think. socializing man. haha then made mi opened prezzies in front of everione. ahh so embarassing man. got realil realli realli cool n nice stuff! hehe so hapi. got chocolates, bracelets, necklaces, anime (!!), shirts, guitar strap.etc. love them all hehe. yupz, they left at 11.30 haha 1/2 hr b4 my birthday ended. then yea. it was fun :)
Thank you God for such amazing, wonderful, caring brothers n sisters (:
Thursday, October 07, 2004
cant believe it. so exciteD! bday's in 2 hrs!!!!! :) woohoo!
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
hihi! actualli, i wasnt in a veri good mood this afternoon but i guess im better now :( was feeling realli sucki abt miself. yup, we had our try-outs today!!! pointe try outs for our solo parts!!!!! :) -grinz- actualli, i dun think i did v.well but i liked the results :p like. ms flynn n terra gave realli hard n challenging exercises.. we never did them b4 n was realli different frm wad we usualli do in pointe class o.O but it was fun in a way :) i wished we cld have done each exercise one more tym hehe but oh wells. i nv think i tried my best so...yeah! we knew the results like almost right away :) haha. i get to do a tarenteller!! [is that how u spell it?! o.O ] but yeah, its the faster kindof ballet! not the slow n reaching n melting n lengthening kind! haha..i like the adage kind too but i guess the fast kind is easier on pointe! :p coz it wun hurt AS MUCH! u do the exercises fast n not the gradual s. l. o. w. pain o.O hehe! yeah! guess hu's my solo teacher... JAQUCES!!!!!!!! *looks away* [cant spell his name either...see wad not takin english does to u?!] haha. i duno if its a good thing or a bad thing...like..good thing : he's supposedly a good teacher? n a good choreographer.. i dunno..like im happi that i have him..coz then like it shows i deserve to get a good teacher..BUT bad thing: i dun realli particullai like him...i dun think he likes mi either..so yeah..haha n the thing is..i duno why..but i juz cant dance properly in front of him..*shrugs shoulders* its weird. he gives mi sucha judging look..-sighz- but yeah. i dun realli work well with him..
BUT YEAH. i think its God's plan..maybe after having him as my solo choreographer, i can learn to work better with others...n maybe. i'll find out that he's a good teacher...*looks away* haha hu noes? all i know is that..there's something interesting that's gonna happen. n im gonna learn something thru it v(^o^)V
BUT YEAH. i think its God's plan..maybe after having him as my solo choreographer, i can learn to work better with others...n maybe. i'll find out that he's a good teacher...*looks away* haha hu noes? all i know is that..there's something interesting that's gonna happen. n im gonna learn something thru it v(^o^)V
Sunday, October 03, 2004
~when the music fades. all is stripped away. n i simply come. longing juz to bring. something that's of worth. that will bless ur heart~
that song is stucked in my head n my fingers hurt *sads* i duno if i cut my nails too short or its frm the guitar. prolli, i cut too short. ^^; today..OUR VERI FIRST WORSHIP TEAM PLAYING PERFORMANCE THING! (at least mine! ) :) :) :) it was a realli fun n exciting n busi morning.. i love excitingnesss!!!!
#1 dance pictures
- was realli fun...that place we went to "Artistic Creations" was realli realli cool place. it was a house but turned into a portial studio! cool eh? yeah! we did head shots..which took sooooooooo long i look pretti bad *stick tongue* as usual...0.0 then..grp pictures! got to wear realli cool n prudi tutus! holding the pose for like 5 mins was sooooo darn tiring *sighz* thank God dadi came juz in tym to pick mi up. we flew, FLEW to church but we got dere in tym. thank God thank God :) excitingnesssssss.....
#2 bak to church
- WORSHIP TEAM! so exciitng..when i got back to church..my heart was still beating so fast coz i was scared i was late. but i wasnt :p yup, we prayed n then..we started! it was freaki *bites lip* k, i wasnt nervous at all UNTIL i started strumming. u shd have seen mi..haha i was smilingn n laughing away at myself. i know i shdnt be doing that. but I CANT HELP IT!!!! i cant!!!! its like a thing! everitime, EVERITIME! performance, dance, guitar! i keep smiling! ahh ppl muz being thinking im retarded or crazi or smething haha. i thought the worship went pretti well :) good job everione!! BUT, reponese was pretti bad :( at least i think i did bad... it was mi n karen playing n yeah..didnt noe when to play wad so it was kinda, juz LIL bad..i think i sucked. sucked period. BUT, there's always room for improvement rite? :p i'll juz do even better next tym! go miiiiiiiiii! i'll cheer myself on. haha! MUST do better next tym :) must must!
yuppies! im realli looking forward to next week :) its gonna be realli exciting! alot of test n quizzes. BUT i can do it! :) go fifi! misaki! wheeeee!
my birthday is coming *grinz* im excited! can u tell? ^^
that song is stucked in my head n my fingers hurt *sads* i duno if i cut my nails too short or its frm the guitar. prolli, i cut too short. ^^; today..OUR VERI FIRST WORSHIP TEAM PLAYING PERFORMANCE THING! (at least mine! ) :) :) :) it was a realli fun n exciting n busi morning.. i love excitingnesss!!!!
#1 dance pictures
- was realli fun...that place we went to "Artistic Creations" was realli realli cool place. it was a house but turned into a portial studio! cool eh? yeah! we did head shots..which took sooooooooo long i look pretti bad *stick tongue* as usual...0.0 then..grp pictures! got to wear realli cool n prudi tutus! holding the pose for like 5 mins was sooooo darn tiring *sighz* thank God dadi came juz in tym to pick mi up. we flew, FLEW to church but we got dere in tym. thank God thank God :) excitingnesssssss.....
#2 bak to church
- WORSHIP TEAM! so exciitng..when i got back to church..my heart was still beating so fast coz i was scared i was late. but i wasnt :p yup, we prayed n then..we started! it was freaki *bites lip* k, i wasnt nervous at all UNTIL i started strumming. u shd have seen mi..haha i was smilingn n laughing away at myself. i know i shdnt be doing that. but I CANT HELP IT!!!! i cant!!!! its like a thing! everitime, EVERITIME! performance, dance, guitar! i keep smiling! ahh ppl muz being thinking im retarded or crazi or smething haha. i thought the worship went pretti well :) good job everione!! BUT, reponese was pretti bad :( at least i think i did bad... it was mi n karen playing n yeah..didnt noe when to play wad so it was kinda, juz LIL bad..i think i sucked. sucked period. BUT, there's always room for improvement rite? :p i'll juz do even better next tym! go miiiiiiiiii! i'll cheer myself on. haha! MUST do better next tym :) must must!
yuppies! im realli looking forward to next week :) its gonna be realli exciting! alot of test n quizzes. BUT i can do it! :) go fifi! misaki! wheeeee!
my birthday is coming *grinz* im excited! can u tell? ^^
